My beloved twin flame and domestic partner Maeikisala suffered a physically debilitating stroke on December 11. I’ve been with her at the hospital almost constantly since then, and have made supporting her my top priority. As a result, I’m late on the December 16-31 forecast. I’d love to get that out for you — along with my overdue podcast, newsletter and 2020 forecast video — and will if time permits.
Maeikisala is mentally sharp overall, but can’t use her right arm or leg at this time. We’re both seeing this as a shamanic death/rebirth process, which is already evident in her radiant new divine consciousness in the picture. (What a way to get a spiritual upgrade!) There are lots of amazing transits to both our charts at the time of the stroke, but that analysis will have to wait for later.
Maeikisala had at least two clear opportunities to exit the earth plane since the stroke, but she’s determined to stay here and embrace her new opportunities and challenges. I now love her more than ever, and will support her however I can.
Maeikisala and I are part of a group that has studied the channeled Law of One material for several years. We consider each other “tribe,” and these friends have stepped up to support us in amazing ways. Maeikisala’s stroke has galvanized us all into a higher level of unity than ever before.
This is just one of many blessings that will flow from this surprising turn of events. We’re deeply grateful that many others outside our Law of One tribe are also powerfully supporting us with prayer and ceremony.
Maeikisala and I embrace this unexpected new adventure in surprisingly good spirits. Neither of us is wasting energy wishing her stroke hadn’t happened. We completely accept that our lives have taken this unexpected and irrevocable turn, and we’re fully committed to our transformed reality.
This experience has cracked my heart open to a whole new level of love. I’ve wept many time since the stroke, and have chosen to experience each wave of grief and sorrow completely as it arises. Yet my baseline embodied awakening has held strong, and I’m holding up well as Maeikisala’s primary support person. As I write this, I’m feeling strong, optimistic and in flow.
If you feel called to offer prayer or other energetic support for Maeikisala, we welcome your good energy. If you want to offer specific prayers, her main need as of December 18 is consistently lower blood pressure numbers — 120 over 80 would be nice. Beyond that, praying for her complete physical and mental recovery would be awesome!
Apart from her worrisome high blood pressure numbers, Maeikisala seems stable and in good spirits overall. We’re told that she’ll be transferred to an inpatient rehab facility in the next few days, and will return home after that. We’re thankful for your concern, and regret that time may not allow replies to questions about her condition. But we’ll keep you posted here on AstroShaman.com with important developments.
Benjamin, thank you so much for sharing this experience!! In many ways I & others I’m sure, are feeling the tug to go vs stay on this plane.
I pray for a full recovery & many blessings upon you both during this time. KB
Sacred blessings of light and love! May you both feel the angelic embrace during this most challenging of times! There are many new and wonderful treatments now. UV IV Laser treatments, Much Love. And hugs!
Robyn
I am sending you both prayers and so much love. I am proud of both of you for getting through this with such grace and strength. What a most challenging and life altering spiritual event. Love you both.
Im inspired by her soul’s decision to stay and complete her earth plane journey. She looks radiant in her photo demonstrating her spiritual upgrade is evident. Abundant healing blessings. Suzanne, Ottawa
How true – that spiritual upgrade is clearly visible – wonderful. I’m incarcerated long term in hospital too but will send healing energies and blessings to her and for continued energy for you to continue with caring for her
Sending Blessings, Love & Light to both of you. Maeikisala looks beautiful in the photo you shared. Over two years ago my husband, friend & partner had a sudden stroke & is paralyzed on his left side. I’ve been his caregiver . It is life changing, but we both discovered new strengths & spiritual growth .
Sending you both peace, insight, telescopicvision, good energy and love ?
Bless you two.
She will heal and be fine yet again.
All our best wishes for you both.
Tara
Thank you for sharing Benjamin as it touches my heart. Have said some prayers for you both. I can feel your strength and determination. You can do this!
I send you both wishes for a most healthy and prosperous outcome to this heck of a challenging scenario. She is radiant.
She looks beautiful and in good spirits. Sending both of you light and love.
Thank you for sharing your reality trip.
Shalom.
Praying for a quick recovery for Ms. Maeikisala! Big hug for you both.
Dear Benjamin, Thank you for sending this beautiful picture of Maeikisala. You are forgiven for not doing the Forecast and thank you for taking loving care of her now. My heart goes out to both of you and I wish you the very best Seasons Greetings and abundance in love in the new year!
Sally in Clearwater
Sending love and healing energy to you both. Spiritual growth and connection that happens in times of difficulty is the truest form of harmony.
I have you both in my prayers. Having lost my wife to cancer 3/12/19 working to put my life back together. My dog & 2/cats have been a great comfort for me. Run my home on unconditional love……Love James Middleton
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Thank you for letting me know. I will be greatful for chance to pray for her y she does look so beautiful y radiant i send her much love y many bright Blessings❤ in her future.
I honor you deeply for your commitment to her y yourselves as a couple. May the road rise up to meet you!?
Remember Ram Dass had a stroke y met his teacher in the afterlife who asked him what he wanted to do…go ahead y cross over which was ok or come back y teach the Boomers how to die with Grace y Dignity? He’s still here teaching y has made a huge difference in his own y many others lives.?
There is going to be a HUGE SILVER LINING for you both going thru this process. You are truly blessed to be in love, beaut y truth as you love each other back to wholeness y light.
Thank you for letting me know y you can count on my prayers for you both.
Love y Joy. Julia Ana
May divine hotep peace Spirit continue blessing your beloved with energizing healing; and provide both of you with the strength to endure this challenging life experience.
Dear Maeikisala and Benjamin ~ Sending love, blessings and Reiki to you both. May your path be filled with nurturing kindness and compassion ?? thank you for your generous and wise insights ~ be healing and well
Life takes unexpected twists… And, thank you for the update. We are sending our love to you all.
Blessings, peace and hugs During this challenging time.?✨?
Benjamin … I’m saying prayers that the highest evolved shamanic angels
envelop you both in their healing love…. Know that they are there
for you both…. Pat
Blessings to you both. I hold you in the light the love for healing in the best of way. Just take care and relax into the present for this is what matters this is what heals. We do
Not need a podcast or weekly update. We get to give to you our well wishes. Take care. Thank you.
My prayers are with you. You both have such beautiful spirits.
Maeikisala and Benjamin, may your spiritual connection continue to grow during this tumultuous time. I pray for Maeikisala’s lowered blood pressure and speedy recovery,
Peace and blessings.
Blessings for a full recovery!
May recovery be graceful.
Much love
Tanya
Light and blessings to you both
Rensie
RSA Johannesburg
Thank you for sharing. I’m sending love your way♥️?
Benjamin,
Praying for and knowing that your beautiful partner will make a full recovery! Sending healing energy and positive vibes!! ❤️❤️❤️
Tis truly a time of many dark nights of the soul for healers and warriors. I’m astounded by the sheer numbers of healers as well as warriors who are preparing for…?? I know only they’re being prepared.
Benjamin I’ve followed you for years, was excited with you as you met your soul mate and now I pray the two of you are comforted as you both journey, as shamans are obliged to do, through this energetically powerful dark night of the soul once again. I pray your pain is quickly transmuted into Light. Namaste,
Sharon Raven Wright
Sending a beautiful calming blue energy of Love and Support to heal the body and reduce the blood pressure. Within this energy are emerald green hearts for further healing on a deeper level. Much Love to you both.
Benjamin, My prayers and thoughts are with you and M.
This human experience can put us through the ropes. You are a very resourceful and caring man. She is fortunate to have you in her life.
Many blessings, Suzanne Ottawa
Blessings on you both. A friend also has a stroke recently, she saw it as embodying the light.
With every good wish for a speedy recovery
Margaret-Mary
I immediately sensed something must’ve been going on when the podcast didn’t pop up. Thank you for sharing. I’m so glad to hear the news is not more devastating than where my mind immediately went. Praying for her recovery and well being. She’s blessed to have you. -CC
a prayer for you both who are so blessed to have each other
My sentiments go out to you & Maeikisala for her best recovery possible according to her incarnation contract. Blessings to you both in these difficult times & through it all may you both have a merry & happy Holiday Season; at this time of the year is when the angels are closest to Earth & may they hear every one’s prayers & best wishes!
Sending you love. Your forecasts mean the world to me, but now you’re focused on your love. Tons of support from my heart to yours.
Benjamin, holding you and Maeikisala in the Loving Light of Healing Energy. May your individual journeys and your journey together become clearer on this path and may you move through the challenges with grace.
Much love to you both.
We love you Maeikisala and Benjamin, your work and spirit is touching so many, especially now. Big HUG!!
Your life events take precedence over the podcast or your work. Be with your loved one and when life returns to “normal” I know I’ll be here waiting for you.
All my love to you and Maeikisala.
Sending prayers, love, light and healing energy to help blood pressure get to range.
Sending white light into her being, radiating and pulsing life force to help heal the areas needed.
I am in awe of both of you.
I love you both
I am so sorry this is happening to you, and all,
please forgive me/us for our part of it
Thank you
We are so grateful to you!
My version of ho’oponopono, I’ve seen some miraculous things happen by just repeating this lovely mantra over and over.
I sit with it in love for you both.
So, much, love….
Sending prayers and healing energy her and your family’s way!
Prayers sent your way for Maeikisala’s full and quick recovery and your healing in the care you are so lovingly giving. She is a beautiful and radiant soul and I see her energy supplying her with everything she needs to be back to her healthy self and state of grace. Blessings to your both.. Do not worry about keeping up your posts. You have your priorities straight and that is what counts. You are on the timeline of grace now, and all else will defer to that.
I’m so grateful to have learned of your story and to share in your transcendent vision of wellbeing. (No worries regarding your deadlines, they are just that, “dead” lines.) Waves of positive energy coming your way.
Everyone’s commenting on it as a spiritual evolution or journey. Sure that’s true, but I just see the sad side as well, life is full of suffering – if one finds someone one really loves and connects with, there will always be something of a downside. Dukkha in buddhist philosophy, but still hope you and she are really in the positive side of the experience.
Love and light….